September 27, 2010

weekend fun

napaka-saya ng weekend ko. sana ganito na lang lagi ang weekend, masaya...

started my saturday with a good run. yeah! its really awesome jog lalo na kung super willing ka to jog. then, went to a place na di ko pede sabihin. pero nandun din ang mga co-workers ko. nag-usap usap and ayun. masaya! we ate sa master siomai. ahehehe...nakadalawa akong order. naka-usap ko din si bianca na kaibigan ko sa chicago. at long last, tagal na naming di nag-uusap. next stop, MAKATI! i usually go there sa chapel in the heart of greenbelt. dun ako nag-coconfess. kailangan ko kasi in preparation for a big eucharist. then, went on to clean marian hall. i love cleaning marian hall alone. kasi walang istorbo. ahehehe. masaya talaga kung walang masyadong nangingi-alam. then, eucharistic celebration. tama! nag-deacon ako for the first time. super nervous, pero masaya...

sunday, convivence day. bday ni ate melda at celebration ng anniversary ni kuya jhing at ni ate mimi. masaya. kahit walang kantor, masaya talaga. masaya lalo ako dahil may nalaman ako na ninanais ko. ahahaha! di ko muna sasabihin. baka maudlot...

pero sobrang saya talaga...

September 26, 2010

i miss my daddy

in this point in time, i really miss my daddy. he may not be perfect but i love him so much for he is awesome. naisip ko lang na kung buhay lang siguro siya ay malalaman ko ang kanyang mga dapat reaksyon sa mga bagay bagay...

hhaaayy...tunay nga na walang school ang makakapag-turo sa iyo ng tamang pagiging ama or pagiging isang tao. nasa sarili mo lang talaga ito. base sa iyong experiences at mga taong naka-daupang ng iyong palad. 

wala akong karapatang sabihin sa blog na ito kung bakit ako nag-dadrama. kasi di ko naman talaga problema iyon. pero ang punto ko lang, paano ba maging isang ama sa isang tao na nagdurusa? 

i miss my dad...he's the best earthly human being na makaka-solve nitong sigalot na ito. God, help us!

samu't sari

sa tuwinang may naririnig akong mga mabubuting salita sa ibang tao o maisip ko lamang, sine-save ko ito sa cellphone ko. at ngayon, panahon na naman na i-purge ito sa isang blog entry...

ang change ni-le-learn yan! di yan iniimpose. - this is my thought when someone is trying to pull some strings over what i am doing. ahehehe...

ang tunay na pag-bibigay ay yung alam mong kaya mong ibigay sa isang tao kahit na masasaktan ka. - father alex in one of our eucharists.

happiness is doing things that you love to those people you love. - father alex in one of our eucharists.

ichigo ichie - japanese term which means treasure every encounter with another person - from a wall post in tokyo cafe.

do not haste to change. direction is more important than speed. - paulo coelho in his facebook account.

gaganda right? hhaayy...

September 25, 2010

one of the greatest things na magagawa ng isang tao ay...

oh my...di pa man ako full pledged na nakakagawa ng website, pero yung mga nakikita ko lang out of my excercises sobrang fulfilled ako...sobrang saya...

you do not know how i feel right now. after so many years of asking for an opportunity, here i am facing my acer computer. stretching out every inch of what i know just to make my dream come true. kahit na marami akong mga reklamo, ok lang. sobrang fulfilled ako with the things na nagagawa ko as an employee.

for me, one of the greatest things na magagawa ng isang tao sa kanyang entire life span ay maging fulfilled sa ginagawa mo. dito mo kasi makikita na may silbi ka sa mundo. mapa-work related man yan (tulad ng nararanasan ko ngayon), school, community or even church. basta masaya ka at fulfilled sa ginagawa mo ay malayo ang mararating mo.

money is indeed important but the realization that you have a purpose in this world is a lot better than receiving your paycheck out of nothing. God is giving us every morning para bigyan tayo ng opportunity to know kung ano talaga tayo...

thank you God...

September 19, 2010

battle of the books!

Two days of battle! I’ve won this time. Ahaha! So, battle over what? Battle of the Books!

Don’t get me wrong. I super love books. Most of the time I can’t stop myself from buying one. One day I realized that I got so many books that I haven’t read at all. So, what to do is to promise myself not to buy one unless I read all those books being devoured by time and dust in my room. And so far, I am successful.

Going back to what I am saying about the battle that I’ve been through, I spent a couple of hours yesterday at The 31st Manila International Book Fair. Oh my! SMX Convention was filled with books, books and books! Wah! Only if I could stay there forever. Well, I guess I know the answer right? As in “oh my!”, I remembered a friend who’s nangangatog over a couple of 10 dollar shirt @ UCB. LOL! It’s the same feeling! I was super happy but promise is still a promise. And yeah! I did it! That was Day 1.

Day 2 is quite easy. I was supposed to buy cologne and eye cream for myself until I found myself lurking over some books @ NBS here in SMR. Wah! I tried to compose myself and was able to get out of that place.

I may not be happy because I do not have new books but I feel so proud because I conquered myself! Yahoo! 

September 18, 2010

stress in spanish...

past few days is so stressing. yeah! stressing. i don't want to elaborate it but it seems that its really stressing. pero masokista yata ako dahil sa gusto ko ng stress. ahahaha!

anyways, dahil sa mga stress sa buhay na yan, ni-postpone ko ang pag-eenroll ko ng spanish 2. yeah! instead na start ulit ako sa sept 25 (which is next week), i will try to enroll with instituto de cervantes. naisip ko din naman kasi na hanggang spanish 4 lang ang sa UP. gusto ko talagang ka-ririn ang pag-sasalita ng spanish. natanong ko tuloy "come se dice <> en espanol?"

kahit may mga changes man, alam ko nandito pa rin yung passion to study! and yeah! continue with my passion for learning...

alchemist

this is so good and fantastic. i mean, its really awesome! yeah, awesome is a nice word!


...

“Why do we have to listen to our hearts?” the boy asked, when they had made camp that day.
“Because, wherever your heart is, that is where you’ll find your treasure.”
“But my heart is agitated,” the boy said. “It has its dreams, it gets emotional, and it’s become passionate over a woman of the desert. It asks things of me, and it keeps me from sleeping many nights, when I’m thinking about her.”
“Well, that’s good. Your heart is alive. Keep listening to what it has to say.”
“My heart is a traitor,” the boy said to the alchemist, when they had paused to rest the horses. “It doesn’t want me to go on.”
“That makes sense. Naturally it’s afraid that, in pursuing your dream, you might lose everything you’ve won.”
“Well, then, why should I listen to my heart?”
“Because you will never again be able to keep it quiet. Even if you pretend not to have heard what it tells you, it will always be there inside you, repeating to you what you’re thinking about life and about the world.”
“You mean I should listen, even if it’s treasonous?”
“Treason is a blow that comes unexpectedly. If you know your heart well, it will never be able to do that to you. Because you’ll know its dreams and wishes, and will know how to deal with them.
“My heart is afraid that it will have to suffer,” the boy told the alchemist one night as they looked up at the moonless sky.
“Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second’s encounter with God and with eternity.”
“Every second of the search is an encounter with God,” the boy told his heart. “When I have been truly searching for my treasure, every day has been luminous, because I’ve known that every hour was a part of the dream that I would find it. When I have been truly searching for my treasure, I’ve discovered things along the way that I never would have seen had I not had the courage to try things that seemed impossible for a shepherd to achieve.”
So his heart was quiet for an entire afternoon. “Everyone on earth has a treasure that awaits him,” his heart said. “We, people’s hearts, seldom say much about those treasures, because people no longer want to go in search of them. We speak of them only to children. Later, we simply let life proceed, in its own direction, toward its own fate. But, unfortunately, very few follow the path laid out for them—the path to their destinies, and to happiness. Most people see the world as a threatening place, and, because they do, the world turns out indeed, to be threatening place.
“So, we, their hearts, speak more and more softly. We never stop speaking out, but we begin to hope that our words won’t be heard: we don’t want people to suffer because they don’t follow their hearts.”
http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2010/09/18/the-alchemist-conversation-about-our-heart/
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imagine this is just an excerpt...go find your dreams!

September 16, 2010

12.01 am

yes, its 12.01 am of Sept 17 here in manila. i just came back home after a gruesome battle with my stupidity and pride. lol! yeah, i feel so stupid because it seems so easy for most of the guys at my experience. but for me, an hour task is taking so long. ahahaha! don't know why. i guess this is part of what my co-worker call as working curvatures. ahahaha!

night calls. class designs. interfaces. services. visual basic. and more jargons! waahh.

but i know i am getting there. this is my dream and if this is the cost of my dream, i have to deal with it.

September 10, 2010

pressures...

i really hate gatherings ng mga kamag-anak. ahahaha!

its not na ayaw ko silang makita pero i just hate common questions like >>> "may girlfriend/asawa ka na ba?"...

waahh! its my choice to be single at this time. di naman siguro masamang maging single...its a choice to be made. na-prepressure tuloy ako minsan. ahehehe...anyways, i should not mind. =) ...

alam ko naman nanjan lang siya...di dapat ako nagmamadali...

September 09, 2010

jeepney lovestory...

i am not a fan of yeng. pero i love this song from her >>


Sumakay ako sa jeepney
Ikaw ang nakatabi
Di makapaniwala

Parang may hiwagang nadama
Nang tumama sa'yo
Ang aking mga mata

At nagsiksikan na
Dahil tumigil ang jeepney
Sa tapat ng eskuwela

Biglang nagkadikit
Puso ko'y biglang sumikip
At natulala

Sabi nila'y walang hiwaga
Kung wala'y
Ano itong nadarama

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san mapunta
Ayoko nang pumara kung ikaw ang kasama
Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na ahhh
Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko
Ayoko nang pumara sana di na huminto
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na
Kung ikaw ang kasama
(Adlib)

At may biglang sumingit
Natiempo pa sa'ting gitna
Sumimangot tuloy
Ang aking mukha

Mabuti nalang nagbayad yung ale
Sabi nya paabot naman
Nagkadahilan ako
Para ika'y tignan

Nung iaabot ang bayad
Kamay mo na palang nakaabang
Pambihira diba swerte ko naman

Sabi nila'y walang pag-ibig
Kung wala'y
Ba't kumakaba itong dibdib

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san mapunta
Ayoko nang pumara kung ikaw ang kasama
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na ahhh
Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko
Ayoko nang pumara sana din a huminto
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na
Kung ikaw ang kasama

Manong driver
Wag mo nang ibalik ang sukli ko
Manong driver
Di mo ba alam walang babaan to
Drive lang po ng drive
Wag niyong hihinto
Kahit sa'n mapadpad
Kahit lumipad man tayo
Minsan lang madama
Ang ganito

Pero bigla mong
Hinila ang tali
Sabi mo
"Manong bababa ako sandali"

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san mapunta
Ayoko nang pumara kung ikaw ang kasama
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na ahhh
Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko
Ayoko nang pumara sana din a huminto
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san mapunta
Ayoko nang pumara kung ikaw ang kasama
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na ahhh
Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko
Ayoko nang pumara sana din a huminto
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na
Kung ikaw ang kasama

 
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