tomorrow is one of my biggest days

tomorrow is one of my biggest days. i will be tested based from what i know versus what i should believe. seems vague? i can't tell the details but rest assured that i will tell this when i am ready.

some "cruel" thoughts before i sleep (cruel because i do not know how to describe them) :

"wow, haba ng patience nya!" - this was my thought when a guy (maybe he is at his early 30's) was preaching inside the bus. though feel irritated, he continued doing his job despite the noise inside an over populated bus.

"bakit ang bike, may break? bakit ang cellphone, nalolowbatt? bakit ang puso di pwedeng pigilan?" - this was a line by kim chiu from the movie "i've fallen for you". sounds corny? yes. in some ways, it's true. we really can't stop the heart beat when we are in love.

"community is not a place for perfect people. this is a place for people who do not know how to love." - this was from father paulo benetton during the last regional convivence that i have attended. i love these words because i really believe that i do not know how to love. i do not have the heart to love but my community is trying to teach me how to do so.

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