Dec 20: Huling Gabi!

Ngayon ay December 20. Sa oras na, 11.13 PM ay ninais kong huwag manahimik. Di ko alam kung darating na ang katapusan. Paano kaya matatapos ang mundo? Di lang ako ang nagtatanong ng ganito, at marami pang ibang tanong na karugtong nito...

...darating ba ang mga aliens? ano kaya ang hitsura nila? kung sasakupin tayo ng mga aliens, better pa bang lumaban sa kanila or mag-pasakop na lang tayo? pero sabi ni eros atalia, di pa raw sasakupin ang mundo sa 2012. sino ang nag-sasabi ng totoo? si eros o ang mga mayan?

maganda kaya ang spaceship ng mga aliens? totoo kaya yung sinasabi nila di daw natin nakikita ang mga aliens kasi 3 dimensions lang daw kasi talaga ang nakikita natin, ang mga aliens daw ay mahigit pa dun. sa totoo lang, mas natatakot ako sa alien kaysa sa multo. parang mas totoo sila kaysa mga manananggal, tiyanak, etc..

...paano kung walang aliens, sa halip ay mga aswang yung sumakop sa mundong ibabaw? lahat ba ng mga tao ay kakainin nila? ang mga namatay ba dahil nilapa sila ng aswang ay magiging aswang din? paano sila ma-classify kung anong klaseng aswang sila? pede bang mamili? gusto ko yata maging vampire na lang ako tulad ni edward cullen or werewolf tulad ni jacob. paano kung maging tikbalang ako? magkakaroon kaya ng movie tungkol sa akin?

what if, kasama ng mga aswang ang mga aliens at nag-sanib pwersa sila? may laban ba talaga tayo sa kanila? sige, ibahin ko yung tanong. what if ang mga aliens pala na kilala natin sa green or brown na hitsura ay aswang pala. naku! mas malakas yung powers nila! paano talaga tayo nyan makakaligtas? kaya nila kayang lampasan ang mga bagyo dito sa pinas? eh yung mga tsunami sa japan? yung pagputok ng bulkan? kaya kaya nilang withstand yung mga yun?

...sige, ito na ang last. magkakaroon ng delubyo, guguho ang lupa. puputok ang mga bulkang sabay sabay. lilindol at babagyo sa ibat ibang panig ng daigdig. paano kung ganun ang mangyari? handa kaya si sen. dick gordon sa kanyang red cross? eh si eric tayag, makakasayaw pa kaya ng gangnam style kahit lumilindol na? baka naman, makaka-isang kahang sigarilyo si noy noy sa sobrang takot or stressed. makahalakhak pa kaya si kris aquino?

whatever way man magunaw ang mundo, ang magandang isipin ng bawat isa sa atin, tanging Diyos lamang ang tagapag-ligtas - di man itong ating katawang lupa ngunit ang eskatolohikal na ating pangangatawan ay makakalaya lahat ng makamundong mga bagay!

wag tayong mag-worry masyado. hehehe...iba ibang pamamaraan pero sa dulo, mamamatay naman tayong lahat. ang importante, naniniwala tayo sa iisang Diyos...

my last picture before the world ends (daw!)

teka, teka - anong oras ba magugunaw ang mundo? nasan ba yung mga mayan na yan? kailangan kong magtanong kung manila time ba yun or chicago time? lol!

goodbye world! sayang, di mo naman inintay yung kasal ko...lol!

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bag-rat

wwaahh!!! this is unfair! i so love my nike laptop bag. but my naughty best friends (big rats) have become my ultra mega best friends.

this happened when i put my loaf of bread inside my bag. lol! when i left the bag from outside, this is what happened. so unfortunate. i love this bag very much. its handy and trendy. its hard to guess that this is a laptop bag. its more of a trendy bag just around the corner. hhaayy...

i got this my former project. a project who made me felt so good yet so bad. so, the bag is quite memorable for me.

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mrs. evangelista

i love ma'am evangelista. without her, i will not be able to study in cafuir learning center. she's the instrument that God sent for me to be a cafuirian. i am proud to be one.

she taught me a lot of things. she may not be the perfect role model/teacher/mentor but she is good in managing people. she should've been a good principal of the school - if she was given a chance to do so. she also has "the heart". ma'am evangelista is not just a teacher to me but my mother in school. she sees to it that everyone is well supported in terms of good and quality education.

i may not be a perfect son to him but i hope that she's happy for where i am right now.

where ever you are, ma'am clarita evangelista - you will surely be missed.

both pictures are from her facebook account.

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people i used to know...

august is one hell of a roller coaster. early today, filipinos received a bad news about sec. jesse robredo. early this month, i received a sad news. one of my co-workers was found dead along the shore in lemery, batangas. 

i heard so many rumors about his death but i would like to leave it as is. one thing that i learned about this incident is everything can happen in an instant. i maybe writing this blog entry today but i may die an hour after. that's how it goes. everything can be a blink of an eye. 

also, most of my close friends at work know about my feelings against this person. yes, we used to be close friends but we parted ways because of our differences. in fact, i don't want to talk to him during calls or meetings. i know i might be a little insensitive but i have my reasons. 

because of what happened to him, i sent a quick "hi" and "hello" to my friends whom i call as "people i used to know". just to renew the communication. i received a cold reply from them but at least i took the initial step. 

it is true that true friends are hard to find. i may not know what that means but important thing is i have my neo-catechumenal community to back me up. through thick and thin, they are always here for me. i'm so lucky i belong to the second community.

missing peeps - kuya jhing, pa, ate susan, ate sol.

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goodbye sec. jesse robredo

today is Ninoy Aquino Day. i do not have work to do but needs to check my emails every now and then. i went up from bed at around 8.30 AM, went straight to my laptop and check my mails. oh! nothing special - just work stuff which can wait until tomorrow.

usual stuff passed by until a news alert showed up telling about the bad news. the audio of sec. mar roxas is quite cracky so i couldn't listen to him well but there was a caption below saying that late sec. jesse robredo's body was found. so sad. =( .

for me, he's one of the most trusted people in pnoy's cabinet - aside from mar roxas. tributes were flooding telling about his accomplishments and his effort to change the face of Naga City. he even won the Ramon Magsaysay Award. this is a quite a big lost for pnoy's side and the whole filipinos.

picture from here.

you'll always be remembered - sec. jesse robredo.

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goodbye dolphy

dolphy is already dead. we can't change that. and the rumors about medals, distinctions, awards and other recognition may not be too late but should not be questioned at all.

i love dolphy. for me, he may not be funny like he used to be but he's still a head turner. he still amazes me. he's known with comedic acts and his funny ways of entertaining people but every lines that he throw is still funny.

nonetheless, his life may be a little bit off - specially his love life. he has 18 children with 6 partners. for some people, this may be considered as tugs tugs. but you cannot put a good man down. his philanthropic acts, his professionalism and his passion towards his craft is irreplaceable.

anyways, philippines is so grateful that we have dolphy us one of our national artists - no matter what other people may claim.

picture from here.

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goodbye my friend

it has been 5 years. oh men!

my reebok shoes (trail) is now a record holder. so far, it is my longest running buddy. he used to be my gym buddy as well. i just love it! but like any other love, you need to know when to let go. it is so hard to say goodbye to a friend like my shoes. i may look stupid to some folks but i really love this one.

at this time, i have no "way" to buy one. let's say, i have money but other priorities in place. lol! my lunar lite is next. i can feel that he's saying goodbye as well. anyways, good thing is that i am on "diet" with running so i can relieve my urge of buying one. lol!

here's a picture of my shoes >>

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dad's 13th year

it was my dad's 13th year death anniversary last april 5 - maundy thursday. and to tell you honestly, it still breaks my heart every time i remember him. my relationship with dad is not ideal. this can be attributed to what i call as "ideal" person.

i grew up as an ordinary kid who sees his dad to be the best person in the world. unfortunately, it ended up with a simple mistake of infidelity. despite everything, it challenged me to become a better person. "i am not my father's second chance", atty. mell sta. maria said in "Relasyon". i think he got it from someone  else but it struck so much. my dad's infidelity issue made me very cautious with my words and what i project to other people. hhaayy...

God moves in a very mysterious way. he used my dad's death for me to find myself in a road what people call as "less travelled". the neo-catechumenal way made me realize that i should embrace my history. embracing that part of my life with dad is so hard but have dealt with it.

and as we think of his 13th year, i still miss him. it is my choice to be like him. i love him.

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loosing the other half of your life

it was confirmed. sumakabilang bahay na talaga ang kaibigan ko. iba na ang kinakasama nyang babae...

di ko alam ang sasabihin ko. sobrang affected ako dahil na rin siguro close yung mag-asawa sa akin. pero kailangan kong maging matatag. luckily, my girlfriend is there with me. we talked about the details and iniisip na lang namin na they really have their flaws.

in as much as i wanted to save their marriage but for me
...why prolong the agony? 
...what's the easiest way to break somebody's heart? 
...is it over?
...where do broken hearts go?

i guess, depende na lang siguro kung saang perspective natin titingnan ang mga pangyayari. for me, i still value the marriage. however, someone should know the boundary between real life and a fairy tale. people should still have their own identity and if that identity can be found by loosing the other half of your life, someone has to let go...

so sad but so true...

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john christian david and jay arsenio pamilacan

sila yung mga kasama ko sa bahay sa chicago...kung kailangan may kasama ako ulit sa bahay, sila yung gusto kong kasama ulit. hahaha...

night outs, lunch time, work from home, groceries, linis time, gala, out of states, wii time, movie watching and of course church time...

hhaayy...last april 8, it was jay's last day sa accenture. it was hard for me dahil wala ako nung day na yun dahil sa aking check up. i wasn't able to see him. we've been partners in crime for the past 6 years. lol! grabe. pero sabi nga nya, need to move on and explore some possibilities outside our so called accenture life.

john's last day in manila ay kahapon. he was on gcp assignment ulit and by this time nasa eroplano pa sya papuntang chicago. he's one of those people na tutulong sa iyo in times of trouble. you can really depend on him. he's a movie fanatic as well, he introduced me to the k-world (korean world) and he thought me a lot of things in the tech world.

hhaayy...isa ulit deep sigh! we've been in so many troubles and tribulations. pero we've bonded together pa rin. go go go! we need to move on and reach for our dreams. lagi akong masaya para sa inyo. kung ano man yung tinatahak ninyong landas. alam ko, you guys are happy for me, too.

'till we meet again!? ingat kayo lagi!

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goodbye angelo reyes

hhaayy...heated topic over kahapon lang...

we judge based from what we hear - not from what we know. there is a difference between knowing the fact and hearing some gossips. i frankly don't know how to categorize the issue with Angelo Reyes - is it fact or just a gossip. God knows the truth. i will leave it up there. surely, i am one of those people who say - bakit kaya walang konsyensya yang mga taong yan!? again, i judge based from what i heard not from what i know. it's a sad reality.

what's so funny lang eh, people started coming out from the open. they are making testimonies that Angelo Reyes is a good man. he helped so many people, inspired them to strive harder and served our country well. point (a), bakit nyo ngayon lang sinasabi yan? kailangan nya pang mamatay para ma-realize nyo yan? point (b), ibang commentators sa radyo, mga "plastic". noong nabubuhay pa si Angelo Reyes ay lagi na lamang binabatikos na kurap and whatever things that they could throw into him. pero ngayon, someone even said pa..."he's really an epitome of public service". my stand, "NO COMMENT". lol! point (c), you can show your sympathy in different forms. hindi lang sa pag-adjourn ng isang hearing sa kongreso. di ko alam kung anong iniisip nila at intensyon nila pero sayang naman yung utak nyo. there is no point of turning back now, nandyan na yan.

whether Angelo Reyes is guilty or not, one thing is i am sure. he is a victim of a corrupt system. biktima ng isang maling sistema na unti unti nating (mga Filipino) pwedeng lunasan kung handa lang nating magbago. walang makakatulong sa atin kundi tayo ding mga Filipino. stand up! fight corruption!

goodbye Angelo Reyes.

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some things are really not meant to be...

in as much as you wanted to take everything you need to have but you cant...just right now, i considered my camera lost...=(...

i think it slipped over from my pocket when we were on our way to purple haze...one week of pictures but now its lost forever. anyways, memories are really to be treasured inside our hearts...not in facebook albums...lol!

this wil be my last blog entry for the chicago leg of my so-called life...no matter what happen, i will treasure this forever. every pain, sufferring, laughter and memories, it will be in my heart. forever...good bye chicago! till we meet again...maybe, we are really not meant to be...

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feb 24...

its feb 24, it will be my supposed last working day as a member of my team (Support Team)...
its feb 24, counting the days and i will get one year older...
its feb 24, few more days and I will be going back to where I trully belong...


hhhaayyy, i keep on saying this but i will trully miss chicago...

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4th community of st. gertrude

being part of the 4th community of st. gertrude parish in franklin park is really cool and awesome!

somehow feeling bad for i just have to spend so little time with them...i will definitely go back to chicago...goodbye to all!

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perry ellis

hhhaayy...kahapon, nagpunta kami sa aurora. huling punta ko na yun sa lugar na yun dahil bilang na lang ang araw ko dito sa chicago. isa sa ma-mimiss kong stall sa aurora ay ang perry ellis. mamiss ko si mr. perry ellis. este, sabi nga pala ni jay, patay na yun. lol. love ko talaga ang perry ellis kasi super comfortable yung damit nila at talagang masasabi kong oks sa akin.

nakakalungkot lang, walang perry ellis sa pilipinas...=(...

kung babalik man ako dito sa chicago, perry ellis sa aurora ang una kong gustong puntahan...

good bye perry ellis! good bye!

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huli na ito, para sa iyo...

Malimit, sa di inaasahang pagkakataon, makikita natin ang sarili natin na lugmok sa isang lugar. Hindi man natin gustuhin pero kailangan nating maranasan ang mga bagay na ayaw nating maranasan. Sa mga taong nakakabasa nito, ito ay halaw sa aking nararamdaman. Di ko masyadong ugali ang mag-kwento ng mga nararamdaman ng ibang tao dahil alam kong sila ang nasa magandang posisyon para gawin ito.

Akala ko hindi na ako magiging apektado kung may maririnig ako tungkol kay GL. Pero sa tingin ko, ito na yung huling blog entry ko tungkol sa kanya. Kung di nyo kilala si GL, pasensya na kailangan ko lang siyang itago kasi may sarili na siyang buhay. Sabihin na lang natin na importante siya sa buhay ko – mali pala – NAGING importante siya sa buhay ko. May pagkakataon na sa kanya lang umikot ang mundo ko. Pero sabi ko nga, may ibang buhay na siya. Eh, bakit ko siya binabanggit dito di ba? Naguguluhan ka ba? Ako kasi naguguluhan din. Pasensya na! Siguro, naging apektado lang talaga ako sa huling balita ko sa kanya. Di ko inaasahan na ganun yung malalaman ko.

Pero pangako ko, ito na yung huling blog entry ko sa kanya. Siya nagawa niyang sumulong patungo sa buhay na gusto niyang matamo, ako naman ay nandito din ay patungo din sa nais kong puntahan.

Sa pagkakataon na ito, di ko na siya talaga papatakbuhin sa isipan ko...

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last day with my friends...

we went out. my usual companion, jessie, tina and aldrin. we had a good lunch (in congo grille - MOA)...

it was a good day for me, aldrin did not bring any cigarettes. tina and jessie look great. i will truly miss these people...=(

kainis lang si aldrin kasi nung nag-papa-picture kami sa may christmas tree at nag-papaalam na sinabi pa nya na..."how sad naman?"...tumalikod na lang ako kasi ayaw kong umiyak...hahaha!

to my friends who missed my treat - baldo, pam, edwin, leo, ferdie, ces, laarni, dex, etc - till next time...we may not be able to talk because of our schedules but i know all of you are happy for me.

ingat kayong lahat...hanggang dito na lang

see you on 2010!

-- dec 26

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