my new year's letter v.2013

dear God - 

almost all people would agree that every year is always the year of the lord - it's your year. thank you for 2012. it's fruitful and an awesome year. as i go back and see my blog entries for each month, i see compassion and warmth. i can still see the zeal and excitement to be a better person. i can say that I AM A WORK IN PROGRESS. 

this is from here.

...thank you for my family. 2012 is the year when my younger sister settled down. we used to be 3 frickle-minded kids (by heart) in the house and now my mom was left with two. lol! it took us a while before we adjust in the house yet we did it - with your grace. 2013 is going to be different because i will be the one to settle down. but i know you will find a way. we can adjust and we can cope. 

thank you for my mom's health. each year, i see how her health degrades. i can feel and see it. keep her safe. please make my sisters safe and sound. 

...thank you for my work. this year is not a good year for me but certain turn of events are making me more patient and less aggressive. thank you for giving me this job - a job that i never dreamt of. i am not going to elaborate it further. lol!

...thank you for traveling with me. i was able to attend the national youth pilgrimage this year. this is special because it was my last one as a bachelor and first time with my girlfriend. it's like "getting to know you" stage for me and my girl. lol! but it was fun! at least, i know what she doesn't want and what to expect. 

palawan, palawan, palawan. it's an ace. it's world class. i've been to so many places but puerto princesa is fantastic. thank you for giving me the opportunity to spend quality time with my mom in such a awesome place.

...thank you for giving my girlfriend - my fiance. love is love. thank you for everything. you've created a not so perfect girl to complement a not so perfect guy like me. thank you!

...thank you for helping me how to discern. i've never thought that my life will change the way like this. the word "thanks" is an understatement to express how i feel. though we failed failed to surpass the second scrutiny, but the feeling is great. i am proud of my community and i can't see myself without the way. 

love, 

edu

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a brave president

i may not like noynoy's action to certify RH Bill as urgent but i salute him for being brave let the world knows who's the man!

at first, people might i was thinking that pnoy will not talk anything about RH Bill - reasons?

a. not saying anything means he is neither against it nor pro to the bill. this might affect the upcoming 2013 election. historically speaking, there is nothing like a solid catholic vote but who knows this time?

b. this might pose an issue with his political allies - specially to other parties in the ruling coalition. they might have the same stand but we all know that senators - sotto and enrile - are some of the few men who really opposes this bill even from the start. they are friends with the senator as well. 

c. this blunt action might create another wave - who knows where. again, this might pose an issue with pnoy's senatoriables. 

this is from here.

again, there should have been no harm if he backs this up after may election. this is to create steady and smooth run for his candidates. but he is brave enough to test the waters. anyhow, i salute him! he made sure that he has the numbers to pass a bill. this is beyond my expectations. i only expect him to sit and follow people tell him to do. he's a  risk taker!

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echo 2012

this year's echo of the regional convivence is fantastic. i should admit that there are just few people who joined this year but the spirit is always there. its awesome!

honestly, there are things to improve and some things to remove. the thing here is - WE SHOULD BE OPEN TO THE WILL OF GOD. we are all pre-destined to be something or to be someone. it is up for grab. these opportunities are not for everyone. yes. but the bottom of the story is we will all be saved.

our last day, we - with ate evie, ate melda, ate sol and izel - attended the misa de gallo! we went to lourdes and had our 1st morning mass of the season!

here are some pictures...

in front of St. James

our candles for the season!

picture time...

my girlfriend and soon to be my wife...practice na magkatabi kami lagi...lol!

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last day of this year's convivence

last day is another awesome day! it ended with a fruitful celebration of the holy eucharist. every day is a chance for someone to change. every eucharist is an opportunity to pro-create - create a new you. and the eucharist is another should i say - "give me patience" eucharist. instead of delivering myself into the pit of death, i prayed and asked for forgiveness. i can't withstand these people giving boisterous remarks.

anyhow, one of the most exciting part is the pictorial. lol! i got these pictures from ate lot's facebook account.

i love this place. it's lovely and relaxing.

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3rd day Regional Convivence - A Test of Patience and Understanding

this year's convivence is quite weird for me. reason? i thought its "kid's" convivence. =) . i have nothing against kids - believe me. but i guess, i developed this "ADHD" - wherein i get easily distracted whenever people are running or talking behind me. i cannot concentrate. i feel that this is kairos. a moment where God passes by but there were some people that keep on pulling that precious moment with me. oh well, i think its my problem - not theirs.

this year's questionnaire is not that hard to understand - or probably i've been with the way for a couple of years so i know how to answer - ahehehe. i even took a quickie nap. last year, i was assigned to a group with my friend's ex gf and now i was assigned with a girl which i don't like to talk with! lol! oh well, thank God that i have the courage to talk.

after a few hours of answering per group, its now time to answer in front of the whole assembly. every answer is a revelation. of course, i cannot tell each and every detail but its something that i should cherish. a son hurt by pressure and devastated with time. a mother wounded by a series of unfortunate incidents. but the good thing is, God moved into their lives.

the magisterium is also perfect! short but very concise.

 

taken by kuya pops last year.

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2nd day Regional Convivence 2012 - a day to cherish

second day of regional convivence is a day to cherish. full of catechesis, songs and words of God. in the afternoon, we had scrutatio. i have nothing in my head but to think of how to converse with Him. so i prayed and begged him to talk with me.

he did. prayers can really move mountains. and it moved mount edward inside my heart. it helped me to alleviate the pain of "what i thought to be a healed wound".

i am not good in forgiving people. especially those who have left us behind during our dark ages. i always ask myself - why should i forgive him if he's not asking for forgiveness? why should i help him if he left us - our family - from the dark? but there comes a time where i started to open the line of communication. i thought i am fine. i thought that with this effing phone number, i may start to forgive him. but he triggered it, he asked for money. the "what i thought to be a healed wound" became fresh once again. is he talking to me because he just wanted to ask for money?

my scrutatio for - 2 Cor 6: 1 to 2 - helped me a lot. all of the words are leading towards loving and forgiving. every time i ask him a question, the next reading helped me realize the answer. and now, i am just waiting. i don't know if i should wait but i am. 

this convivence is so good. a perfect way to commune with Him.

picture from here.

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1st night: Regional Convivence 2012

first night. we're supposed to leave by 5.30 PM but because of heavy torrential rains, we left the house by 7.45 PM. i should say "grabe"! we barely see the streets going to tagaytay. rain is so heavy but i know kuya jaime - our driver - knows that we have to go to st. james.

we arrived at around 9.10 PM. right after we unloaded our things, the lights went off. lol! luckily, dan's cellphone has flashlight. the retreat house has an old generator and they informed us that its not going to last for long.

usually, convivence starts with introduction of each community. but this time is different, catechists know that most of the people weren't there yet. they decided to have it tomorrow. the announcement is short yet precise. the random gospel reading is also good.

it talks about a woman who gave everything to God instead of keeping it for themselves. he talked about this further by saying that this is God is calling us today. to be servant and not to respond on earthly desires. i remember my blog entry regarding sold virginity. oh men! i thank God for he has given me this way.

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pedro calungsod and rico yan

today, a lot of filipinos are celebrating because of today is the canonization of blessed pedro calungsod. he is martyr from visayas region. in fact, little is known about blessed pedro - even his hometown. some say that he is from cebu, bohol, ilo-ilo. where ever he is from filipinos are still proud.

this picture is from here.

imagine, we know very little thing about him - so bad. he gave his time and devotion to spread the words of God at a very young age - 21. all i can remember when i was at his age is i am busy flirting and studying - lol! the gospel for today speaks so much about his life. something we should follow. he may not be the leader of the expedition that brought him to death but he died like as if he is the leader - a type of leadership that God wants us to be - a servant leader.

 i first heard this so-called servant leadership when rico yan died last 2002. he died at early age of 27. they said that he died because of drug overdose after hearing that claudine baretto (his girlfriend at that time) gave up her pregnancy. anyways, for some he died will full of honor and dignity. fortunately, we have the resources to know where rico yan is from. he is a matinee idol, entrepreneur, model and actor - dami!

so, what's my reason of mentioning these two young people in this entry? oh well, i just thought how God is so great he gave us pedro calungsod. a person of action and epitome of what servant leadership is. a character that rico would like to practice if he was just given a chance. how good right?

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this is the day!

saturday, a deployment is going on so i felt the urge of being online. since i have the privilege of working from home, i told my co-worker to go home and spend the rest of the day with his family in Quezon. after an hour, i saw this note saying one of our servers is down! lol! and there goes the rest of the day. working. ahehehe. i thought its going to be forever but i would not let that happen. luckily, issue was resolved @ around 4 pm MNL. 

my mom is quite excited. she wanted to be in the meeting place by 7 pm though we talked it over and agreed on 7.30. anyhow, my fiance knows how my mom feel - so nothing to worry about. I NEVER THOUGHT that its going to be fun. doing bus ride with two of the most important women in my life. we laughed and talked about so many things. =) . my girl is also in a good mood. lol! bus will leave at 9.30 pm and its good to be there by 9 pm. they were seating in front of me and good that's good because i can see them whenever they have problem. 

its kinda cold. lol! i am just wearing a plain shirt and my cargo shorts. so i took my towel to cover me. by 2 am, we were in gumaca, quezon. flor asked me to wake up my mom so as to go for a pee break and probably eat if she's hungry. the first question that my mom uttered is "andito na ba tayo?" and i said no. she quickly replied "ang layo naman." lol!

by 6 am, we were already there in Daet. i introduced my mom to the rest of my fiance's family. tatay and mom talked along with nanay. then, people started coming. kuya rey with his wife, ate arlyn and kuya totoy with cute hilary and kim. 

we went to the market to buy food - ulam: nilaga and paksiw na isda. wapak! of course, i have nothing against beef but i still prefer fish. 30 mins before noon, tatay talked to me and initiated the conversation about the reason why my mom and i were there - this is pamamanhikan! a question popped out to my mind asking, "what if they will ask for a dowry? how should i answer it?...bahala na.".

tatay asked me only two things: 

a. bakit kayo andito? my answer, we planned to settle down. 

b. saan kayo magpapakasal? my answer, dito po sa Daet. 

afterwards, details came in. like what's your plan? when? where? and so on. kuya rey, kuya oloy and kuya toy interrupted asking for more details and they said that they are more than willing to help. after the talk, i just realized na "ganun pala kadali yun". 

few hours after, my three future kuya's are almost done with their two bottle of GSM long neck. that's the time to came in and talk to them. lol! then, kuya toy said that i should make "paki-sama" with them and drink with them to know more about the family. honestly, i was caught off guarded. lol! i simply said yes. 

by 5 pm, we went to St. Joseph, Husband of Mary Parish in Brgy. Lag-On. flor said that this is the church. this is it! we attended the mass. i took a couple of pictures. then we went to the market to buy the pasalubong. we're about to go home tomorrow.

mom and flor

the altar

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2nd chance

here we go again, of all the so-called "second chances" i am really nervous at this one. happy but so nervous. we failed to complete our task as a community last year. we're losers but then i am proud of my community - my family. 

and now, our catechists came for a visit. they asked us a couple of questions (about preparations, celebration of the word and eucharist), some updates (dan, ruth, and my personal life) and of course gave everyone a reminder - reminder of how God loves us so much and what He wanted us to do. 

it's kinda hard to answer their questions but reality will really set you free - God is the way, the truth and the life. they opened the idea of sending us to our scrutiny again. a second step, a second phase for the second time, a second chance.

may God help us...

 

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what's with cybercrime law? restricting access to computer data version.

i started with e-Libel. and now, its with infamous section 19 of the law.

SEC. 19. Restricting or Blocking Access to Computer Data. — When a computer data is prima facie found to be in violation of the provisions of this Act, the DOJ shall issue an order to restrict or block access to such computer data.

this is what i call suppressing our freedom. freedom to have access in the internet. we all have the right to be informed. no one should suppress the filipinos to access the website. i simply don't like it!

come to think of this, PNoy's government is for transparency but with this section legislators are clearly not thinking clearly. =) . i don't care if they file an e-Libel against me. LOL!

i maybe talking too early. as of this writing, IRR or implementing rules and regulation isn't drafted yet. but i hope that DOJ will have the discernment and use her correct (DOJ Sec. de Lima) judgement to create a fair playground for everyone. anyways, public officials are given a chance to help the public - to serve and protect them.

this is from here.

i remembered her bold move against keeping CGMA in the country. i don't think that it should be done but still, it is a wise decision. hope that she'll make it good this time around because if not, this section of cybercrime law will sure be a key to modern day martial law.

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what's with cybercrime law? e-Libel version.

clamor! chaos! oh men. this is what we always see in the streets of metro manila. and now, its all about cybercrime law. what's with cybercrime law which a lot of people are talking about.

e-Libel. Section 4 of RA 10175 discusses about cybercrime offenses includes a clause which >>

(4) Libel. — The unlawful or prohibited acts of libel as defined in Article 355 of the Revised Penal Code, as amended, committed through a computer system or any other similar means which may be devised in the future.

honestly, i have no concerns with this. in fact, i am pro with e-Libel. my reason is that cyberspace are becoming a den of irresponsible people. we all have this freedom of speech, this is the reason why i have this blog for long. but i know my limitation. i know i should not say foul words and speak ill towards people. though sometimes, i maybe crossing the boundary. if there is something like responsible journalism, there should also be responsible netizens.

this is from here.

given this, you won't be affected by this law if you're responsible enough on what you say or post.  is it right to post the PI word to legislators? i don't know. speak your mind responsibly, come on! tell him Sotto what you don't like about Sotto and not just blow this below the belt words. in fact, if people are just responsible, we don't need this law. apparently, we are not RESPONSIBLE.

this is from a yahoo article.

so, calling all responsible netizens. this is for preserving the filipino culture.

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what a pleasant surprise!

august 27 is the day when something unsurmountable surprise happened.

it was justice secretary leila de lima's birthday when she received a text from someone whom she didn't expect - and i must admit it, i did not expect it as well. senator panfilo lacson greeted the lady secretary on her birthday. wow! see >> ping offers peace to leila, greets her happy birthday on the phone.

from the same news story above.

who says that peace and reconciliation have no room in this government? well, a simple text really made a difference. after everything happened between these two public officials, oh men, i should say that panfilo lacson is the man! a very gentleman when he humbled himself to leila. it may took a lot of courage to do it but for me - it only shows that you have breeding. i salute you senator! keep up the good deeds!

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korina vs. binay

just recently, i wrote something about kabayan versus pnoy. now, it's binay versus korina. well, what's new?

last national election, it was known to everyone that race between korina's hubby - dilg secretary mar roxas - and former makati mayor and now vice president jejomar binay is as tight as battle for the last winning senatorial slot of senator koko pimentel and former senator migz zubiri. i am a self confessed pro-roxas - so you know my stand on this. =) .

korina - in her morning radio show - allegedly called binay as "dark and little monster".

"Hindi ho ba kaya, noong wala pang DILG secretary ay maraming mga maiitim at maliliit na mga maligno ang siya pong naka-ano dyan, umaabang-abang para makuha po ang pwestong yan. Pero mabuti na lamang po, ay binasbasan po ng kaliwanagan ng pag-iisip ang ating pinuno na si P-Noy (Aquino) at si Secretary Robredo ang kanyang napili para dyan po manungkulan."

well, binay is really small but i don't think he's a monster. he's also a good guy. probably, korina is just sour graping. hehe. but if you are going to look into her words, she can mean a lot of other things with her words. i mean, i've heard a lot of people calling some other public officials some un-appropriate names. come on! my stand is clear. korina is just doing her job and knows her job well.

my stand is clear. a lot of other broadcast journalist can talk ill against other people. probably not a direct assault but a stone from high above your head type of words. and if you are overly sensitive, you'll die early. i think this was just sensationalized because they know that korina as one of those people who felt bad when binay held the post.

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eucharist will be eucharist

eucharist will be eucharist. every night is a night to remember. every celebration is a conversation to cherish. for the past two saturdays celebrating the eucharist, i should say that the priests rock! father glen and father migz were really great in delivering their sermons/homilies. 

father glen. august 25 eucharist is more than like a eucharist. it's a conversation with God which tells us what love and marriage is all about. it's so funny because a lot of people shared about the readings. one particular thing that struck me is the second reading from ephesians 5: 21 - 32. you can read it here - its in tagalog because i am a tagalog. =) . 

in the reading, it talks about submission - not just the wives/women to their husbands/men but vice versa. father glen talks about this submission by giving an example about a "may-december" love affair - where a woman is a lot older than a man - of course it can be the other way around. father glen said and i quote

ang tunay na pagpapasakop ay yung pag-tingin sa kagandahan at biyaya ng bawat isa. 

real submission is looking into the gifts and inner beauty of one another.

and it's true right? this is why, it is important to look for someone that will not just make you feel comfortable dealing with (e.g. physical features) but also look for the gift of one another. something that will make you say, "she changed me for the better.". and i think i found the one. 

thank you father glen for this. 

father migz. september 1 eucharist is a completely different thing. i see a God who reminded me that life must go on. i must say that i'm not doing good these past few days because of assessments and probably promotion. and quite devastated about it. of course, i can't talk things in detail but God reminded me of something. 

it was almost the end of his homily. father migz stopped and talked about the following God's will. 

ang kalooban/kagustuhan ng Diyos ay napakahirap unawain. pero kung tayo ay papa-loob sa Kanyang kagustuhan ay saka lang tayo magiging kaloob ng Diyos, isang regalo. 

following God's will is difficult to comprehend. but if you'll just obey His spirit, that is when you'll become a gift. 

probably, it's really not yet my time. not time to have a rating that i want. probably, i'll do something different this year. something i never did before. just like the lesson in "who moved my cheese?" by spencer johnson, i just have to look for another way to get what i want. well, i guess this is enough. God talked to me last night  in the presence of father migz and i know i feel better. 

thank you father migz for this.

one of our eucharistic celebrations.

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katapusan ng agosto

noong una pa lang, nararamdaman ko na. medyo malabo yung langit. pero kahit alam ko na, ay umasa pa rin ako. at ngayong alam ko na, nagtatanong ako - bakit di pa ako nasanay? di ko alam. hehehe.

'yung batid na ng kaluluwa ko pero masakit pa rin sa dibdib.
'yung tanggap ng utak ko pero iwinawaksi ng puso ko.
'yung dapat ay magpasalamat ka pero di ko magawa. 

...ito ung dahilan kung bakit ko pinili ang Diyos kaysa itong mga bagay na ito. sa katunayan, nagdadalamhati pa ako ngayon. gusto ko sanang mag-salita ng marami pero di ko magawa. syempre, kailangan ay respeto na lamang.

kahapon, malakas na naman ang ulan - sumabay sa pagdarahop ng aking puso. akala ko ay patuloy na naman ang pagbagsak nito mula sa langit. lumipas ang ilang oras, pilit nang dumidilat ang aking mga mata. sa aking paggising, naramdaman ko agad ang pagmamahal ng Diyos. liwanag ang bumalot sa aking kapaligiran. nagbabadya ang pagpaparamdam ni Haring Araw at kasabay ang pagtawag ng Panginoon.

tama, sa gitna ng aking nararamdamang pagdarahop ay mahal ako ng Panginoon. sa gitna ng kadiliman ay sisikat ang araw. salamat sa Diyos!

bukang liwayway sa Zaragosa, Espana

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world youth day - a year after...

january of 2011. its the time of the year when i asked my manager to for a leave on the whole month of august. no one can stop me. and indeed! august 2011 - a year ago - when i attended the world youth day in madrid, spain. 

its when i saw the pope and hear his voice while saying - "stay with me...". pope is saying those words when the winds were so strong and rain is pouring all over us. it was really an experience to remember. something that i should cherish while i am still alive. this will serve as the oil to keep my faith burning!

 life is something we should cherish. it has been a year since i visited a place i would really love to go and an event i would really want to attend. world youth day in madrid of august 2011. 

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a view on our way to avila from zaragoza.

my friends in street of toledo.

in javier - this is where st. francis of xavier was baptized.

@ huesca, during our popular mission.

@ islazul.

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noynoy vs. kabayan

am i with noynoy or kabayan?

noynoy. pnoy is breaking barriers. he is putting the "freedom of expression" thing into something that no one ever did. well, gma used to be "mataray" with the press. so this so called "president/press thingy" is nothing new. the only difference is this time is pnoy directly hit someone else' in an unexpected event. he criticized the former vice president noli "kabayan" de castro of his hits and bangs against pnoy's presidency. 

my take? he should be more sensitive with the feelings of others. sensitive in way that he should remind himself that he is the keynote speaker of TV Patrol's 25th anniversary. well, it's like this. it's like talking about how you feel towards death when you're in a birthday celebration. or talking about accomplishments as a politician while you're inside a church. 

don't get me wrong. i totally admire pnoy's courage. but put it in a proper context. get it?

picture from here.

kabayan. he is a former politician who returned back to where he used to be - a broadcaster. this is (again) not new. there are really people who uses his exposure to media as a way to political ambition. noli de castro may not be one of them or maybe. his experience as broadcaster won my trust as one of the trusted journalist, as of today. 

my take? he is just doing his job as a broadcaster. he's being vocal of what he think is right. even though i am self confessed politician hater, i still love kabayan as what he is today. people may still call him as the vice president but he's still my kabayan as a journalist. however, he should have at least lay low and be crucial with his words. kabayan should realize that he used to be a political figure during gma's regime. so every words that will came out from his mouth will really be something.

picture from here.

in general, freedom of expression is applicable to both sides. kabayan as a broadcaster and noynoy as the president. i both love them. communication is a two way street. filipinos to government and government to filipinos. so what? this is a healthy communication. 

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i am glad i found one

only few people can change our lives. mostly, its based from our values instilled to us when we were kids. our parents, the people around us and environment which we lived in are some factors that molded each and everyone of us to be who we are. 

aside from that, God has given me a bonus. He gave me a woman who i can share my time with. He made me feel that i am loved by this woman. i am hoping that i can spend my few (probably 1 or 40 - God knows how many) more years in this world with her. a woman named Florizel. 

i still remember the thoughts that i have in mind when i finally realized that i am in loved with her. we were together, beside a seashore. i popped up a question asking if she is dating somebody. it took me a bag of courage to ask that. and i can still remember how i feel when i heard her say "no". lol! here are my thoughts... 

it felt like the moon, stars and sun bowed down...

the waves from the sea kept quiet

it allowed the cold wind to whisper into my ears...

i heard, "she is the one"

everything is perfect and beautiful. and from that day on, i can feel it. she's the one.

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dear god -

sometimes, i feel bad whenever i get treatment that i think i don't deserve. you know how volatile am i with in terms of showing how i feel. you know how much i always loathe for attention. you know how expressive am i with how i think and ought to do.

despite everything, you have given me something. something that i think don't deserve. anyhow, thank you. i know this something will make me a better person. thank you very much. neo catechumenal way helped me a lot in understanding these things. thank you to the way, thank you to my community. thank God.

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