let me do it again

i am not going to elaborate it. i simply can't. but i can only describe how it feels. the feeling is still exuberant and tremendously awesome. mostly, people would say - promises are meant to be broken. for my case, i need to fulfill a promise to follow my heart. i know that this is the perfect time, scrutiny is almost over and i am preparing for my wedding next year. somehow, i realized that i need money. we need to pay for the hotel accommodation, venue, food. we need to buy wedding rings and pay for our honeymoon. yes. i don't know why but i know this will hurt me a lot. so, i did! i so love the feeling.  this is from here. Related...

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second time around...

convivence is done. i think i personally need it, i need it! first day is kinda harsh. harsh to accept that we are in a dorm type room instead of a comfortable one. lol! a lot of people are using the retreat house. Mary the Queen communities were there for their echo. in fact, there are two groups of people doing the echo. we started kinda late - around 9.30 pm. had three readings - awesome readings - which made my day. we ended the day with silence. no talk.  second day started with (of course) morning lauds. and a lot of talk with from catechists. afterwards, the dreaded questionnaire. it is true. when you try to answer the same questions...

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a secret affair

another movie which tackles third party thing in a relationship. for me, this movie is just hyped because of the lines. in one day, they hit the 20 M box office. oh men! a lot of money for this movie. i don't want to speak ill with the artists but i think the story is quite mababaw...=). and shows how a stupid fight can be so nasty with modern technology.  this is from here. this is from here. i'll give a rating of 5.75.  Related Posts: The Mistress ligo na u, lapit na me the witness first year temptation islan...

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its more beautiful in the philippines v.2012

last year, a lot of filipinas marked a history in beauty contests - ms. universe, ms. world and ms. earth. they may not won the title (just runners up) but it still. being one of the finalists makes me very proud of our race. this year, three filipinos (as in men and women) marked its own history in pageants. grabe! its so awesome! ms. international queen. they said that if girls have ms. universe, transgenders have ms. international queen. kevin balot became the first filipino to win this crown. photo is from here. manhunt international. june macasaet is a professional ramp model. again, this is a first for the philippines to capture...

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OAmalayer

i've seen the video. this scene usually happens with me. it's not that i used to rant with some security guards but i usually make "reklamo" to establishments whenever i've seen something not cool - especially if i am paying for their service and expecting them to do their job.  this is from here. security's side. people like amalayer should be more sensitive. duh! she's not the only girl riding the MRT being subjected to inspection. again, duh! most of these people are dealing with thousands of people! it's not just you. duh! my father used to be security guard so i know how hard it is for the family of this lady guard to be mistreated...

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my amnesia girl

i have seen this movie so many times. and yes, its still taking my breathe away. aside from cheesy lines that you will hear all throughout the movie, you'll also see how toni and john lloyd act and present themselves as actors and actresses - something that will give them an edge against the artists of their generation. its not drama, its romantic comedy but the versatility of acting is there. apollo: pupuntahan mo ako?irene: bakit ba pinupuntahan ang isang tao? apollo: kasi gusto mo ako?irene: hindi, kasi mahal kita.  the depth of the story is also present. the twist is different from the ordinary. a story of moving on...

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obama wins!

the world's most powerful man has been re-elected for his second term. a lot of people were happy with his victory but some are pissed off. no matter what the reaction of the people is, its a clear reflection that  you can't please everybody.  anyhow, what's in it for me? actually, i don't know. will my life change if romney won last election? i am proud to be pinoy and not an american citizen - check my grammar, its not americanized - lol! i created this post not give my comments or opinion about romney-obama clash. i am writing this blog entry to raise my concern about filipino's colonial mentality.  what's with the hype?...

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last day of this year's convivence

last day is another awesome day! it ended with a fruitful celebration of the holy eucharist. every day is a chance for someone to change. every eucharist is an opportunity to pro-create - create a new you. and the eucharist is another should i say - "give me patience" eucharist. instead of delivering myself into the pit of death, i prayed and asked for forgiveness. i can't withstand these people giving boisterous remarks. anyhow, one of the most exciting part is the pictorial. lol! i got these pictures from ate lot's facebook account. i love this place. it's lovely and relaxing. Related Posts: 3rd day Regional Convivence - A...

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bag-rat

wwaahh!!! this is unfair! i so love my nike laptop bag. but my naughty best friends (big rats) have become my ultra mega best friends. this happened when i put my loaf of bread inside my bag. lol! when i left the bag from outside, this is what happened. so unfortunate. i love this bag very much. its handy and trendy. its hard to guess that this is a laptop bag. its more of a trendy bag just around the corner. hhaayy... i got this my former project. a project who made me felt so good yet so bad. so, the bag is quite memorable for me. Related Posts: he is sorry klawdin/reymart/mon feb 24... 4th community of st. gertrude last day with...

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ang winasak na kalye...

kamakailan lamang ay nagkaroon ng proyekto yata dito sa aming bayan na magbaon ng mga tubo sa gilid ng mga kalye. para sa akin, maganda ito. dagdag trabaho sa mga tao at makakakita ka ng pagbabago sa aming bayan. nakikita ko yung pinupuntahan ng buwis na binabayad ko. ahehehe... ngunit. isang malaking NGUNIT! bakit kaya iniwan na lang na di maayos ang gilid ng kalye? dating aspaltado ngunit ngyon ay ganito na ang itsura ... ...ang mga bato ay nakakakalat sa gilid ng kalye. nakakaistorbo sa mga taong naglalakad sa tabi ng kalsada. ito ay di lamang sagabal ngunit maaari pa itong maging sanhi ng aksidente. dahil ba sa hindi "main...

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3rd day Regional Convivence - A Test of Patience and Understanding

this year's convivence is quite weird for me. reason? i thought its "kid's" convivence. =) . i have nothing against kids - believe me. but i guess, i developed this "ADHD" - wherein i get easily distracted whenever people are running or talking behind me. i cannot concentrate. i feel that this is kairos. a moment where God passes by but there were some people that keep on pulling that precious moment with me. oh well, i think its my problem - not theirs. this year's questionnaire is not that hard to understand - or probably i've been with the way for a couple of years so i know how to answer - ahehehe. i even took a quickie nap. last year,...

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todos los santos

it is something that we do not miss. along with millions of filipinos, we went to cemetery to visit my dad, auntie, lolo and lola. and this year is kinda special because we bought a tent to give us shade @ noontime. yes! jose, joel, ruth, jasmin and i helped each other to set it up. yehey! it's like playing! this is also a day of meeting some old friends. i was able to see a couple of people from our community, some old school mates and relatives. i am really not friendly so i just smiled back on them. one thing that amazes me is the beautiful sunset. a true gift from God. awesome! i miss my dad but i know he's happy with where am i right...

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yahoo!

its not that i am a fan of yahoo but its the first search engine that i am acquainted with. however, i recently noticed that they are having trouble with the contents of their news. see >>   >> the girl donated what? kidney or part of her liver? >> who is legard? i am not perfect. most of the times, i commit that same same mistake but yahoo should have been more cautious because they have millions of hits. just my stand. =) .  Related Posts:   what is para-di-chlorobenzene?  giving up something   necktie burn notice relasyon 92.3 ...

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2nd day Regional Convivence 2012 - a day to cherish

second day of regional convivence is a day to cherish. full of catechesis, songs and words of God. in the afternoon, we had scrutatio. i have nothing in my head but to think of how to converse with Him. so i prayed and begged him to talk with me. he did. prayers can really move mountains. and it moved mount edward inside my heart. it helped me to alleviate the pain of "what i thought to be a healed wound". i am not good in forgiving people. especially those who have left us behind during our dark ages. i always ask myself - why should i forgive him if he's not asking for forgiveness? why should i help him if he left us - our family - from...

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political dynasty in cavite

it is just november but you can feel it. it is not christmas but the election fever. for me, every election is like other elections. reason? you can see the same surnames. you can hear the same family. as of this writing, i can still hear the names of abaya, revilla for local, we also have cayetano, aquino in national. i may not be in the best position to judge them but my question is - does it really runs in the family? my answer is a big NO. for example, in first district of cavite. abaya's are really creating a dynasty - one person from the other. from plaridel abaya who won over jun nazareno so many years ago. he gave his seat to his son...

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